for whatever reason in the world i have decided to update.  i really dont know waht to say accept that we have a stupid SGT concert tomorrow and it's going to suck so bad, b/c we arent even ready for it.  but anyways let's see the boys are gone on tour, and it jsut kind of feels like i go to an all girls school.............weird but at the same time not as bad as it sounds b/c they arent that hard to get along with.  well anyways i have nothing more to say really so ill just put up some pictures.

haha love that one

umm ok thats all for now buh bye

                                                                       love always,

                                                                             ~xOxO mo*

Currently Listening Beauty from Pain By Superchick see related

where to begin where to begin.  let's see so many things have happened since my last entry.   hmmm we've been doing TAKS testing this week.......i just got out of the hospital like last week...........ummm...oh yes of course Jamie and I are going to see the midnight showing of harry potter tomorrow with my cousin, so that will be freaking awesome!!!!!!  umm and i think that ive also officially possibly decided on something, nothing good, but its something which i can not mention.  well anyways i believe that is all that i want to say b/c i am not having a wonderful day today, so i will leave you with possibly some of the cutest pictures you have ever seen of the little kids i had to babysit, well 2 of them. 

                                                           love always,

                                                                ~xOxO mo*

"Yesterday is but a dream, tomorrow is only a vision.  But today, well lived, makes every yesterday a dream of happiness, and every tomorrow a vision of hope."
                           ~the Salutation of the Dawn

*~*guys are like stars.....there are a million of them out the but only one can make your wish come true*~*

"I am not afraid of storms, for i am learning how to sail my ship" ~louisa may alcott

"....so i'll look straight ahead for a new day has come, and i'll thank Him every day for bringing me a dawn."    ~ me

"It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you're not"

just some thoughts to leave with you guys, thought you may enjoy them i know i did.

 aren't they the cutest kids!!!!

 laura's hideous dog!!!!

 me and mel

my wedding ring lol jsut thought i'de throw that in there

 a beautiful picture

 just love butterflies

so last night i went to Temple's homecoming and i saw all of my old friends and veni came with me so he got to meet all the ones he didnt already know. than we came back and got taco bell, ate my dessert.  than watched the amityville horror.  and today possibly katye may go and see "kiss me kate" after we go shopping with my sister and my mother of course and spend the rest of the day being girls lol.  wel i dont feel like typing anymore b/c im really tired and my uncle woke me up this morning so here are some pictures from last night!!

 the brownie i made for him hahahaha

 veni starting to look at it

 after he looked at it

 me trying to pull him back over to the table lol

 on the way back after we had just gotten taco bell

                                        THE END

                                                         love always,

                                                              ~xOxO mo*

ok so this week has been pretty interesting.   umm friday to make the story really short i fell....well sort of almost flipped and rolled lol but hurt my right leg scraped up my left one and my elbow is scraped up and bruised and hit my head which is still sore, which is actaully what made me pass out.  than i stayed home and watched "the shining" than david (veni) came over and we watched a movie "oceans 12" and just hung out.  than saturday erica came over we learned our song.  than sunday we sang our song and everyone says we did an awesome job so thats great.  and hopefully ill be able to hand out wtih venia dn john later.  so thats all for now and today.  so buh bye

                                                              love always,

                                                                    ~xOxO mo*

i suppose its time for an update.................ummm let's see theres been school, getting sick..ish or whatever you would call it.  umm i went and saw "flightplan" today which was really good!! i got my test resutls back for my MRI and found out soem stuff.  hmm lets see oh yes of course i get my hair cut tomorrow and im going to watch father of the bride 1 and 2 thats right its time to watch the series agaib/c they are so freaking good!! ok well until i get pictures of my hair tomorrow here are some great lyrics that you guys shoudl read

Beauty From Pain

The lights go out all around me

One last candle to keep out the night

And then the darkness surrounds me

I know I'm alive

But I feel like I've died

And all that's left is to accept that it's over

My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made

I try to keep warm but I just grow colder

I feel like I'm slipping away

After all this has passed

I still will remain

After I've cried my last

There'll be beauty from pain

Though it won't be today

Someday I'll hope again

And there'll be beauty from pain

You will bring beauty from my pain

My whole world is the pain inside me

The best I can do is just get through the day

When life before is only a memory

I wonder why God let me walk through this place

And though I can't understand why this happened

I know that I will when I look back someday

And see how You've brought beauty from ashes

And made me as gold purified through these flames

Here and I am at the end of me (at the end of me)

Trying to hold to what I can't see

I forgot how to hope

This night's been so long

I cling to your promise there will be a dawn

                           love always,

                              ~xOxO mo*